Thursday, May 10, 2012

jiwa yg diam

jiwa yang diam..
melayarkan seribu rasa.. dalam..
sukar menyatakan..
sukar meluahkan..
apa jua rasa.. terbuku.. terkunci...
gerak rasa itu mahu... tapi x mampu..
terbiar di sudut itu..
akhirnya.. sakit itu memakan jiwa itu..

Sunday, April 15, 2012

kisah hari pertama percutian~

hari yg memenatkan... flight from bangalore is at 12.45am.. dlm flight duk sebelah foreigner from australia.. borak2 lah jugak.. not feeling awkward duk sebelah dia... lps solat subuh dlm flight, he even asked, "how many times do you pray in one day?" and i replied, "5 times" then, he told that he also has a teammate who is a muslim.. they even provide him prayer room there.. hmm... i slept only for 2 hours that day bcoz the whole day i had been busy packing & cleaning..
arrived in klia at 7.30am... leave the airport at around 8.15am.. then singgah kat R&R for breakfast... dlm hati tgh risau psl nak buat pasport.. tgh2 makan ninot call ckp buat passport kat presint 15 bukan kat jabatan imigresen... ooooo..hmmm.. smbg makan lagi.. lps tu pegi toilet cuci muka, gosok gigi sume.. dlm kereta on d way nk ke putrajaya siap touch-up2 muka.. dh dgn x mandi trus nk gi buat pssport.. mengantuk tu jgn ceritalah.. mmg pening kpala dh..
smpai kat tmpat buat pssort (chancery place namanya), tgk2 ramai giler org & kaunter no giliran dh tutup... owhhhh.. dh gelabah giler time tu.. dh la plan nak pass document2 sume kat farid tghari utk visa.. masa tu baru kul 9 lebih.. perghhh.. ayah yg tgh parking kereta kata tggu kat situ nnti ayah dtg try deal... ayah try slow talk dgn one of the officer, then she suggested to do passport by online.. then she'll try to help.. time tu ninot, cai, aizat tgh tggu no giliran.. so, we went to take photo kat kedai blakang & pegi cybercafe to applied it online.. bbrapa minit jek dh siap..print out the resit & met the officer back.. sptutnya mmg xleh dpt on that day tp ayah try negotiate again and she asked for a photo & passport lama and asked us to come again after 1 hour.. ok, ktorg pun lepak2 la kat alamanda..
after 1 hour dtg balik utk collect the passport.. time tu yg lain2 blum kena panggil lg no giliran.. ninot pun dh try buat online.. we are still not sure dpt x passort tu.. menunggu.. beratur... then, alhamdulillah dpt jugak.. masa tu hepi x terkata... 
next trus pegi balik kat cybercafe utk lengkapkan borg visa online.. nasib baik la dh isi most of them.. just edit kat passport details jek.. hmm, masa tu siap kena kaco dgn budak kecik yg nk guna pc tp xde duit.. hahaha.. yg kelakarnya i dont know how to response masa mula2 budak tu tegur.. nasib baik lah ade adik teman..wakakaka.. mmg kelakar.. dh la tgh stress time tu.. print out borg & xerox ape2 yg ptut.. and yeahhh i'm done!!!!! masa tu kul 12 lebih kalo x silap.. ayah ajak lunch kat restaurant dekat situ and yg best nyer dpt makan nasi kukus (setelah sekian lama nk makan, tp x sedap sgt mcm yg mkn kelantan time dulu)...
tgh2 makan ninot call ckp die dh dpt passort & nak tau sthing psl borg visa.. doc sume dlm kereta so, mmg x igt.. so, i ran to the car and masa tu terkejut tgk ade 3 org polis trafik tgh tulis saman kat kereta bersebelahan.. i was like shock.. ahahha.. ayah kena alihkan kereta.. time tu pura2 nk alihkn kereta smbil call ayah.. hahaaha.. kelakar.. ayah pun trus dtg.. luckily x kena saman.. then, me trus pegi jumpa ninot.. polis tu pandang jek..hahahaha;p after pass the doc kat ninot me pegi smbung makan balik.. dh siap makan sume i asked my parents to wait in the car while i settled things with ninot.. she settled all the doc and passed it to me.. then, i tried to contact farid to pass the doc.. so, we decided to wait kat alamanda & solat kat situ.. bile dh smpai tu ninot call sbb die trlupa nk bg passport..hahaha.. we met again.. mmg memenatkan..huh
pastu dh siap solat sume.. pegi kat kereta susun sume document.. mine, ninot, baya, hila.. pegang passport & duit org mmg menakutkan jugak.. farid janji nk dtg dlm kul 3.. so, we waited in the car sbb mmg dh x larat.. mak & ayah mmg dh penat.. dlm kul 3.20 tu someone call guna public phone tp x dgr ape2 & rs2nya mmg farid yg call... dua kali die call tp mmg x dgr ape2.. so, i decided to find him.. siap trfikir nk cari kat sume public phone.. perghhh.. amazing race kah... pastu ayah ckp kat area surau ade public phone, so me pun brlari2 lah pergi.. tgh on d way tu trnampak kelibat farid & fein dr blakang & call them...huh lega.. jumpa jugak.. pass all the docs.. rushing2 sbb nak balik bp dh.. trus bertolak pulang..
dlm kereta.. mula2 mcm x nak tido konon nk teman ayah... last2 trtido jugak dlm 1 jam jek.. bila dh trjaga xleh nk tido blk.. smpai area pagoh ayah beli pisang goreng.. so makan dlm keadaan mamai..layannn jek.. smpai rumah, turunkan sume brg.. trus pegi kat katil.. perghh bestnyer.. trtido smpai tgh maghrib.. bgn , mandi, solat, pastu tido balik.. hahahaha.. pastu bgn time ayah balik beli bihun & sate.. makan.. pstu layan citer jap & tido... hari yg sgt memenatkan...
thank you so much kpd sume yg membantu... =)

*brgolek2 kat katil with air-cond, online guna maxis broadband modem USB.. =)
*mulai esok kena survive sndiri di rumah.. dgn adik sorg~

Sunday, March 18, 2012

aktiviti riang ria sempena 2nd anniversary...

hahaha.. something that suddenly popped out of my mind... tadaaaaaa!!!!

happy 2nd anniversary my dear =)








Saturday, February 11, 2012

starting of....

yeah, 1 week have passed by where i start exercise everyday  & control my diet.. seriously i'm now in depressed state.. i purposely start exercise again because i have gain 2kg.... this is so not good..  few months back i didn't really care to exercise or watch my diet bcoz my weight is still under control.. but now it is not anymore... T_T
the starting week is really not easy.. exercise may not be a problem to me but food is really BIG problem.. i tried to avoid heavy meals, drink lots of water, try to increase intake of fruit & veg... declining invitation of eating out is really the most depressed thing.. huh.. this week i had declined 2 invitation out of 3... =(

"should stop think about food"

T_T

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

alhamdulillah~

segala puji bagi Allah...
doa termakbul jua... 
ku panjatkan rasa syukur padaMu..
hati gembira tak terkata....
mudah2an ianya beterusan.... insyaAllah~