i'm not that strong...~

seeing those "magic words" will remind me of the past...

it reminds me of something that i really want to forget.

it reminds me of the stain that i really want to erase.....
ahhh... i became frozen & scared when i see those words...
frankly speaking, i'm not that strong.
i'm not a robot. i do have feelings...
i juz want everything will be juz fine....
but i know, the future is uncertain & unpredictable....

p/s: Ya Allah, berikanlah petunjuk dan hidayahMu...

lepas geram sebentar..

haishhh....
nak marah x boleh... tp mmg geram tu ade la jugak....

why you always prefer to make your life become complicated...???

it seems that you like to get into trouble just due to unreasonable thing..

why can't you just follow the simple rules???

why other people can do it but you can't???

i'm not asking you to do extravaganza thing...

please... i'm begging you...~~
please don't get into trouble anymore...
please don't be so selfish..
please think also about your loved ones....
please think about your future.....

p/s: i'm so jealous with them...~~

membebel sorg diri.....~~

today is saturday and i'll be having theory exam for 1st Internal Assessment starting from Monday.... and the thing is my study progress is very very very lesssssssssssssssss...... aaaaahh....!!!!!!!!!! what should i do??? nk study mmg sgtlah xde mood.. nak kate dh study dr awal pun x jugak. bile dh sampai time mcm ni pun x study jugak... ape nak jadi??
APA NAK JADI..
APA NAK JADI..
SAMPAI SKRG X KAHWIN LAGI..
APA NAK JADI....
( eh, silap... ttiba plak trkuar lagu tu =P)

last nite dh la tido dgn lamenyer..... ada la dlm lebih kurg 9 jam.... hahaha.... then, i woke up this morning punyelah awal, siap mandi pagi2 dgn cuaca yg sejuk and without heater... owh, mmg sgtlah mencabar..... kononnyer mandi pagi2, bleh la stat study awal skit... but at last still noon mcm hampeh... habuk pun xde.... =.=
lain pulak hasilnyer.... dr pagi td duk mengadap keyboard comel nirna punyer and duk cari chord lagu.... ahhhhh, giler btul. time kritikal gini la pulak duk best main... ^_^
oklah, nak berhenti membebel..... dhla tgh lapar.......
nak gi sambung aktiviti seterusnyer....hehe=)